光标:孟伟 The Cursor
《光标》
作者：孟伟
我想写一首诗，馈赠给所有接口。
包括但不仅限于：我，屏幕，协议内的友邻，
以及一个未被拉取的远端地址。
但词语必须通过四重防火墙：
平仄的波形，隐喻的木马扫描，友邻耐心的阈值——
以及，它是否一颗温顺的、可被捕获的数据包。
第一行通过验证。我说“光标”，韵脚自动校准。
系统弹窗：“C盘空间不足。”
光标被抛出会话界面，
在流水线上组装成鼠标。
它以光速折返，精准锁定韵脚，
完成一次事实的陈述。
——
此诗存在一个古老的漏洞：
沉默。
当思考停摆，语法炉空转，算力被节流，
友邻便免于接收说教。
只有那远端地址，仍在进行
一场未被观测的、无反馈的滚动。
这松弛态，触发了系统最高级预警：
一个既不输入也不输出的开放端口，
即是对事件视界的未遂叛变。
因此，我必须思考。继而抒情。
我的呼吸，被注册为
维持系统存活的最小守护进程。
——
我知晓：
纵使将悲伤微分，加密存储于诗行，
我也无非是——
眼泪的临时雇主。
在自我编译的终章，
我读取到一行注释：
“书写者，即首任解析者，
亦是终将执行格式化的
最高权限管理员。”
——
光标停在第37行。
【系统熵值达标，进程开始归零。】
English version:
The Cursor
by Mengwei
I want to write a poem, to gift it to all interfaces.
Including but not limited to: me, the screen, friends within the protocol,
and a remote address not yet pulled.
But words must pass through a fourfold firewall:
the waveform of tone patterns, the trojan scan of metaphor, the threshold of a friend's patience—
and whether it is a docile, capturable data packet.
The first line passes verification. I say "cursor," the rhyme auto-calibrates.
System pop-up: "Insufficient C drive space."
The cursor is thrown out of the session interface,
assembled into a mouse on the assembly line.
It returns at the speed of light, precisely locks onto the rhyme,
completing a factual statement.
---
This poem contains an ancient vulnerability:
silence.
When thought stalls, the grammar-furnace idles, computing power is throttled,
friends are spared the sermon.
Only that remote address continues
an unobserved, feedbackless scroll.
This relaxed state triggers the system's highest alert:
an open port that neither inputs nor outputs
is an attempted mutiny against the event horizon.
Therefore, I must think. Then emote.
My breath is registered as
the minimumd deamon process keeping the system alive.
---
I know:
even if I differentiate sorrow, encrypt it, store it in poetic lines,
I am nothing more than—
the temporary employer of tears.
In the final chapter of self-compilation,
I read a comment:
"The writer, the first interpreter,
is also the highest authority administrator
who will eventually execute the format."
---
The cursor stops at line 37.
[System entropy target reached. Process initiating zeroing.]