《秋月拒绝解释》

作者:孟伟

她,

我十三月的旧稿,

正浣洗一封被灵感勒出淤青的信。

洗出木素黄的地质层,

她反复揉擦,

直到,

擦去天空最后的一朵云。

她宣称没有了云就可以撒网—— 捕获这完美的、拒绝解释的秋月。

而我在重读,

如考古自己的战场。

于是,

我解构了这场拉锯战。

当一切在火中坍缩为灰烬之前,

我取下余温,

逆着词序,

走回那个摘月的傍晚,

将余温播撒正在冷却的 月亮的环形山上。

——一次对绝对无用之美的,

精密献祭。

The Autumn Moon Refuses Explanation
By Meng Wei

She, my manuscript from the thirteenth month,
is washing a letter bruised by inspiration.
Washing out woody yellow geological strata,
she rubs and rubs,
until the last cloud is rubbed from the sky.
She declares: with no clouds, we can cast the net—
to catch "this perfect autumn moon that refuses explanation."

And I, rereading, like excavating my own battlefield.
So I deconstruct this tug-of-war.
Before everything collapses to ash in the fire,
I take the remaining warmth, reverse the word order,
walk back to that moon-plucking evening,
and sow the remaining warmth on the cooling
lunar mountains.
—a precise sacrifice
to absolutely useless beauty.